Continued from last entry
This is where the paranoia went rampant: The executions had at least two purposes. The first was to rid the world of the burden of the mentally ill. The second purpose was to empower our government through human sacrifice.
On Fridays, the sixth day of the week, six prisoners were given a six minute jolt of electricity. All at six o’clock pm. An antenna towered six hundred feet above this setup. Antennae are used in electrocution devices for metaphysical reasons. Antennae direct the energy toward the skies, so the spirits can’t linger around and cause problems. Evidentially, execution is a science. This may be in the annals of the secret knowledge of the Free Masons.
I want to interject here that I laid eyes on this execution device. It looked like toilet seats. With ankle bands, wrist bands, and a head band, all wired together.
With the advent of psychiatric medicines, euthanasia was no longer necessary. Psychotropic medications now keep the inmate population under control. And the keeping of prisoners has become a profitable business.
Let me interject here, that a client with a family on the outside is less likely to become a victim of abuse or neglect.
Regarding nuclear assault terminators, I have heard they are available and being purchased in the USA. But this bit of information was gleaned through unverifiable channels. It came through an unscheduled TV broadcast received on ward 007. We had commandeered the airwaves through mental strength. Through pure psychic strength we spoke with the populace, and gathered intelligence.+
I’m certain I am still capable of psychic communication. However, I don’t want or need to go there. It’s too intense, and potentially dangerous. One’s aura of protection is potentially imperiled.
Let’s continue with the story of the abuse on the wards. The story passed among inmates about the pain inducing medications used is that they were first developed, as a method of torture in the concentration camps of Germany in World War Two. These meds first appeared in the USA just after the Second World War. They were brought to America after the war by physicians affiliated with the German prison camps. The fugitive physicians took Jewish names before immigrating to America, so they would not be suspected of involvement in the atrocities of the prison camps.
The story of horrors continues with fugitive German doctors sharing the technology of the early psychotropes with American md’s. Shortly after WWII. It is a well known fact that the first psychotropes appeared here in America shortly after the war.
Medications like thorazine have evolved through the ages. It is said, in quiet tones, that the original psychotropes were desiccated dog testicles. Later on, animal hormones were used. It is whispered that the more recent versions use ingredients drawn from aborted fetuses.
These drugs are used to close down the psychic and creative parts of the mind. Carnal thought and behaviors are induced with the introduction of animal tissues into the inmate’s body. These drugs are used to destroy the higher centers. And to exact punishment.+
In order to acquire and retain this information, I had to go through a death experience. An experience of horror, carrying the light at the end of an eternity.
The next entry was written in 1991 about an incarceration in 1985-1987. Please understand that it was written about mental illness from within mental illness. All this was experienced as real, perceived through the senses and conscious mind.
The doctors over the wards bleed energy from the inmates. The drugs cause psychic bleeding, the effusive liberation of psychic energies as the drugs take effect. The psych hospital staff maintains its power and high by a perpetual influx of victims we call patients or inmates. One md. suggested that I pray to him. The system of white slavery and vampirism is kept hidden from our minds. Those who can comprehend and communicate these paragraphs are few. To publish abroad this truth of spiritual enslavement is one of the most important things I can do. The true pathology lays not in the so called schizophrenic, but in the offices and employees of the Office of Mental Health.
I am pleased in being able to publish these truths. I hope those that read these latter passages understand the full importance of what is contained. Slavery and torture are practiced in America today.+
This has never been published before. The hospital houses both demoniacs and saints. They are a war zone. Missionaries are sent around the world, but the psych wards are overlooked. The law of normalcy is rigorously enforced, both by atheism and luke warm Christianity.
Let me tell a story here. This was experienced through the five senses and the rational mind. Another story of vampirism on the wards.
One morning, as I arose before dawn on high security, a warden approached me in the hall. He looked at me. Then looking away he said, “were going to drink your blood, and you’re going to repent for us”.
Later that day, as I was at the medicine room door, I saw another guard place a rack of test tubes away in a cupboard. The test tubes were full of blood. “We’re making licalac”, he said. “We mix, oil, and alcohol and blood”. That night, at about 1:00 am, the guards gathered in the hall outside my room. I could hear the clink of test tubes as one guard said, “It takes like gravy mixed with cool whip”. A heady and heavy drunkenness settled over the ward.
There is a logic and explanation to this. Perhaps there was a deliverance for them in this. Perhaps a high.
Continuing, it is possible that inmates too hard to control are killed outright, through the course of treatment. In reality I was warned that I was to be poisoned . That evening there was a transparent square tablet in my food. A guard told me it was cyanide. Actually I think it was a cough drop.
Many people have been locked away for tampering or experimenting in the spiritual dimension. As if the mystical dimension is guarded by many horrible denizens. An inmate may incriminate himself through the effects of forced drugging and dangerous inmates threatening at every turn. I found myself confessing sins I never committed. Perhaps I was confessing the sins of others on the ward.
It is a well known fact that even the most gentle, when locked up and treated like an animal, may soon begin to act like an animal. Oppression vexes judgment. The docile may become dangerous.+
I continue writing about mental illness from within mental illness
It would be easier to be killed outright than to be abused on the wards. We are suspended in a living death. Locked up, medicated, in constant danger of assault. Sometimes three or four medications at one time, for the sake of punishment and control.
There were more horrors in Joseph Mengele’s reign of horror on 007. The first was that the inmates were at times fed human flesh. The underlying intent was to damn the inmates souls.
It was quietly spoken that when the psychiatrist on 007 felt cursed or damned by a patient’s magic, he would order a lung biopsy from an inmate. He would carry the tissue as an amulet, until the danger was passed. By carrying the tissue, the doctor had an anchor in the realm of spirit and light. As our breath links us to life. This is satanic, an abomination before God.
007 was a war zone. There were healings, psychic manifestations, and lightening flashing through the ward. The crowning horror was that there was news of a body lodged in the water intake. That must have been a delusion.+
A psych hospital is a place of strange alliances. The friendships that occur are often incredibly strong. The prisoner-warden dynamic can be true friendship.
A psych hospital is a war zone ruled by iron bars and prayers. One is forced to function in the spiritual and the physical realm. I had to pass through the realm of death, and 007 became my purgatory. Prayer became my link to life as I navigated the space between eternities.
“This cannot be”, I told myself. And ceased my prayer, as the tissue, the gums in my mouth began to decompose. Catching again my prayer, I stayed in unending prayer until the time of danger was passed.
As I lay unprotected, in death’s realm, another inmate took my soul. An older inmate, Ralphie, absorbed my soul, as his soul migrated into the earth.
And later that night, from the ground beneath my cell, a powerful soul began to enter my flesh. It was a soul of super human strength. It was neither good nor evil, and was a supernatural living entity.
As this entity entered my flesh, and merged with my spirit, I began to consecrate it to the Good Lord of the Universe. I worshipped through the night, bowing to the Lord 1,500 times, forcing this soul into obedience and obeisance to God. The soul of the horrible Doctor Mengele was rising within me. At dawn three guards came to my cell. The transmigration was sealed with a shower.
Ralphie died soon after this. I evaded death. When this war was finally won, the guiding spirits said that I had ascended. My spirit is already married to Heaven. This material was neither easily nor inexpensively obtained.
Never the less, I sometimes feel that I have done evil, as the Christian scriptures say nothing about transmigration.
The Office of Mental Health is a body that must and will change. It is unjust and oppressive. And must be upset. It is not a crime of the lawless, but a crime of our government.
Rectifying this evil arm of our society would bring great benefits to mankind. For if we allowed our saints to be Saints, instead of drugging and oppressing them to oblivion, our psychiatric systems, and all the nations using psychiatric oppression, would be quickly and radically changed. America would benefit in profound and wonderful ways.+
In closing this essay, call me what you will. A demon of the Lord. Son of Yahweh. Young Doctor Mengele. Saint Michael. We have defeated death, to the Glory of God. And we’ve only just begun.
- Prayer, fasting, religious speech and involvement is often considered a sign of mental illness. And is treated as disease, with the administration of crippling medications. It must be restated that those on the path to enlightenment may be diagnosed as diseased and mistreated in a way that inhibits and aborts the important process of Spiritual growth.+
Book Review of RECOVERY OF THE SOUL. By LARRY DOSSEY MD. BANTAM PUB. 1989
Doctor Larry Dossey speaks of the ideas of “non-locality” and spirituality.
Non-locality is understood as being not limited to space or time. Specifically non-locality is the belief that awareness as Mind and Consciousness is not limited to existence in the present moment. Nor is consciousness confined to the brain or body: Dossey creates synonymy between soul, spirit, consciousness and Mind. (With M capitalized).
The author presents a turned on television set as a metaphor differentiating brain from Mind. The brain is the physical vehicle. The mind is the signal then channeled through the physical object.
Brain=TV set
Mind=broadcast signal
“We are more than mortal creatures locked inside our bodies, drifting toward the end of time.
There is the possibility of the survival of physical death, and union with another realm. Dossey proclaims that mankind’s return to holiness is not a frivolity, but an immediate necessity.
‘Mind “is something possessed by all that is created. The single electron, in its inherent vibration, possesses likeness to both human and divine awareness. Within the human potential is divinity. +
Let me tell a little story here. When I was an inpatient at St. Lawrence Psych I went for a walk on the grounds. The beds around the Trinity Building were landscaped with bowling ball size stones. At this point in time I was containing a lot of energy. Both physical and psychic.
As I was walking on these stones, a mouth appeared on one, asking “who is that?” A mouth appeared on another stone answering, “Its Michael”.
Dossey continues saying that mankind must find his spirituality. This spirituality must harmonize Godhead, Nature, and mankind. This is necessary for our survival.
The text continues postulating that the immune system is stronger when meditation, visualization, or prayer is employed.
Dossey continues writing about the importance of non-locality. He asks the question “where is patriotism”. Where is precognition, clairvoyance, or telepathy?
Carl Jung suggests reality to be transpersonal, translocal, and in each moment containing past, present, and future. “The soul is not small, but the radiant Godhead itself”. Consciousness is a manifestation of the eternal soul. Our chemical similarity to other life forms suggests that we are participants in, not rulers over, nature.
The text continues with a discussion on the power of belief. Students believed to be the best achieved the most.
Shamanism is discussed here. The shaman may become an animal; he may live outside of time. The overall number of minds is one. One mind indestructible. The event and the observer are one. Time is an idea that ultimately vanishes.
Einstein is referred to, defining physics as an attempt to understand God’s work. And in saying reality is not events, but relationships. Individuality is a prison. There is more than the person, there is the whole, and there is immortality. “Reality, time, space, person, mind, life, and death-is not what we have taken it to be”.
“Mind, to some extent, is inherent in every electron”. On the level of nuclear physics, mind is likened to subatomic probabilities.
Here is a definition of a non-local mind: a mind that is linked to all else, all other moments, places, and persons.
In lab experiments, sometimes the psychic receiver “gets” the message days before it is sent. “God is what the mind becomes when it has passed beyond the scale of comprehension”. The Universe begins to look more like a great thought than great machine.
Dr. Dossey continues with a discussion of the concept of morphogenic resonance. Laboratory rats can inherit abilities taught to their parents. Offspring were found to do better than their parents in the same experiments. The same species, not offspring, and in a different location also performed better.
The theory of morphogenic resonance could be employed as a force for world healing. One person meditating could induce others to meditate. Similarly, one person’s kindness could initiate similar behavior in others. The decision to vibrate on a higher level could travel from one person to another through the phenomena of morphogenic resonance.+
Continuing, bacteria is observed mutating one trillion times faster than random variation would allow when such mutation is needed for survival. This indicates the presence of Mind, divine intellect, even in bacteria. Morphogenic resonance, at times, equates simply to telepathy.
For example, dolphins in one area can suddenly develop a particular behavior after dolphins in a distant area have learned it.
Dr. Dossey continues with an exhortation on the importance of becoming fully socially, environmentally, and spiritually aware. The scientist must reconcile with the seer. Man must cohabitate with nature and God. Non-locality is the stage on which God meets man. We must go beyond time and space. And not make false gods, either with our hands or our minds. In the words of mystical science, the Universe is brought into existence through the observations of conscious beings. Our thought systems are responsible for many dreadful problems.
Western religion has birthed capitalism and environmental destruction. Progress has become God. While true religion must annihilate the concept of the individual as separate from God, nature, and other human beings.
Chapter ten is entitled “Beyond suffering and death”. It begins with a story of an Indian priest who is intentionally buried for seven days. He is wired to an EKG machine. For almost the entire time he is in a trance so deep that his heart ceases to beat. After seven days he is dug up, with no harm to body or mind. It is postulated that his meditative state accesses both eternity and infinity.
Aldus Huxley said, “where there is perfection and unity, there can be no suffering. Suffering arises in imperfection, and separation. The goal of creation is the return to oneness”. Suffering can generate transcendence.
The sick may experience distortions in space and time. These distortions accentuate suffering. The physician must help the patient reorder his world view. To the extent we accomplish this we are healers. We are all a process in space-time. We are not an isolated entity, fragmented from the world, drifting toward extermination. “There is no obstacle between God and man that is greater than time”.
The text begins discussing the therapeutic effects of rhythmic breathing techniques. Which is the cornerstone of many meditative practices. The use of deep breathing is often part of the key unlocking the door to transcendental states.+
Stan Grof, in “The adventure of self discovery” discusses at length the sublime power of deep rhythmic breathing. The type A personality, always hurried and short on time, dies at an earlier age. While those who master deep breathing and meditation will live a longer, healthier life. Mystical breathing must be practiced as a prayer form and as a way of life.
The enlightened understand the unity of local time and eternity, sickness and health.
Saint Theresa is thrown from her carriage and into the mud. She then hears a voice she thinks is God say “this is how I treat my friends. She then shouts back, “no wonder you have so few”.
Da Free John is quoted “you must be capable of emotion, and transcend destructive aspects of emotion through the creative life”.
- Huxley is quoted, “the aim and purpose of life is the unitive knowledge of God”. We can come to God through the pain of disease.
Why does disease occur? Sickness will exist even in non-locality. At least on this plane. But sickness is not part of the greater eternity, the infinite. Sickness is dependent upon local awareness. However, even the saint may fall ill. Death becomes the great teacher of immortality. Self denial is needed before God, eternity, can intervene, before deliverance can be established. The problem of evil has it’s solution in eternity.
All legitimate schools of medicine must integrate with the reality of life after death. “Any medicine that denies death is cruel and grotesque, because it promotes fear and anguish, instead of the certainty of immortality.+
Western medicine remains elementary, in teaching physical death is the end. In this way western medicine is less advanced than tribal or shamanic beliefs. As long as death is denied, immortality can never flower. We’re talking about passing through death to get to Heaven.
The concept of the “Maharishi Effect” is the second major theme of this book. This is a measurement of the effect meditation has on an urban crime rate.
In this study transcendental meditation is used to create “pure consciousness”. Mental boundaries are reduced until “unboundedness” is reached. When 1% of the population meditates, the crime rate falls by 8% per year. The normal trend is an increase of 8% per year. This experiment was duplicated many times with the same result. The probability of this occurring naturally would be one in five billion. The successful insertion of meditators into troubled areas has been documented. Meditation has been proved to change the world for the better. Suicide, homicide, divorce, rape, beer and cigarette sales, robbery and ozone pollution are all reduced. The sun shines more in these areas, as well. T.M. is then both psychic purifier and prayer form. I would think the Catholic rosary, the divine office, or the liturgy of the hours would have the same effect.
The author begins a discussion of “Era III Medicine”. This combines the healing power of prayer, shamanism, and modern medicine. It is a collective affair. “One must be fully aware of the existence of evil in order to be free of its grasp.
The morphogenetic fields of ancient and simple therapies have been strengthened through the centuries with each success. Era III medicine adds to, and does not replace the techniques of the holy men, seers, and sages. Non locality allows us to summon all healers, and all healing power, past and present.
Chapter 11 is entitled “Revenge of the Good Fairy”. In a world of instant fulfillment, we become victims of our own greedy desires. The problems with waste, energy, and nuclear weaponry represent humankind’s laziness and greed. +
I must take a moment to appeal for assistance. I’ll be needing to re-roof the house, and replace the vehicle. I would be grateful for assistance in these matters.
Michael McLean
P.O. 62
Waterport, N.Y. 14571
One third of all admissions to critical care units are the consequence of iatrogenic diseases- caused by the fumbling of physicians. We must learn to accept failures, even in doctors and hospitals. For perfection exists neither in nature nor man. Accountability should be expected, but not perfection.
Huxley states it is the urge to be separate, or local, which brings on disease, as this urge is simultaneous to the drive for unending pleasures. The pleasure seeking lifestyle always brings on disease. The desire for omnipotence is the desire for endless pleasure.
In a final point, Dr. Dossey optimistically says that even if only a few minds awaken, a change for the better can be made. A change for the better in the larger mind of humanity, and in health and history.
Epilogue: If minds cannot be bound in space and time, we are then immortal, omnipresent, and unified.
“In the end we can choose to believe we are local, isolated, and doomed – confined to time and body, and separate from all other beings, or we elect to open our eyes to our immortal, omnipresent nature, and the one mind of which all are a part. If we choose the former, nothing will save us. if, however, we choose to awaken our divine self, we face a new dawn. +